You have been duped! This voice you heard claimed that Ashanrai spoke to him, but did not reveal himself ! Ashanrai is the Messenger of the Gods and speaks directly to the Cala and the Elves. He sends noone else to relay the decrees of the gods, this is a false message, bearing falsehoods, for the body of father was not buried in Tir'an, but in Prolix. I suspect it was Yorn Dios that spoke to you to cause trouble. Or even a manifestation of some spirit conjured up by those Prolixian self serving military types. Or perhaps you were simply nibbling the mushrooms that abound along the rivers. The ones with the pink spots cause strange dreams. Hail Torrix !